I want to thank Texas and New Orleans for giving me a chance. I had a lot of fun and again, thanks for not holding mistakes/poor choices of the past against me. I wish my career was longer and it hurts to sit in FA not chosen, but I understand the perception and it’s reasonable.
For those who still have, I am sorry. I made a lot of poor choices when I was a teenager and young man learning the world. Sometimes, how I acted on these leagues and even in life, was just disgusting and embarrassing. I made a lot of mistakes and made choices that were shitty. I contributed to a lot of drama on here and certainly helped with the toxicity. I was a piece of shit at times and an asshole to others. I’m proud of who I am now - mostly. It took me a bit to grow up and realize what matters in life and what kind of world I want to contribute to. I’m no longer a 16 year old kid signing up for the SHL in 2010 or 2011. Ive grown a lot. Changed a lot. Experienced a lot - struggles and success. Ive hurt a lot. All of it. I’ve pitched ideas on VHL that’s led to raising $30,000 for charity. I’ve created team awards that donate to charity seasonally (just $10). I hope most that I’ve come across with TEX/NOLA would say good things about Me NOW. VHL, too.
Kit, I was a piece of shit back in those days and I betrayed your trust by hurting you being a piece of shit human. I was a dick to a lot of people in this league sometimes back in those days. I was an asshole for popularity and to get giggles. A bully. A dick. I’m so sorry for my actions and behaviour. I’m ashamed. I’m not always proud of the guy I used to be. He struggled and learned but did figure things out. There’s no place in any setting where that stuff is acceptable and it’s not a joke and was never one. People deserve to be happy, safe and comfortable in our communities. I was a coward and a small human to describe and defend anything negative or harmful as a joke. I’m sorry it hurt you and all you went through. It’s fucked up to treat people like that.
02-16-2025, 01:19 PM(This post was last modified: 02-16-2025, 01:20 PM by spidey. Edited 1 time in total.)
We have all been young, made mistakes, and hopefully grew and learned from them. Some mistakes can haunt us to this day. I hope you find a place that allows you to grow. And thank you for the good you have done as an adult, the charity drive, the donations.
Writing out an apology like this, bearing yourself and your faults of the past is difficult to say the least. I hope it shows the character to the league of what you are trying to become and who you are.
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