I told people I wasn't gonna post any more today, oops.

I'm still on good terms with HO, they understand where people would criticize this decision, and I've congratulated Jearim personally and consider him to be more than capable at succeeding with his new team.

I dislike that it can be hard to break into the league as a first gen. It's understandable but also frustrating at times. I didn't consider myself one of the top 2 applicants after apps closed and I saw what I was up against, and I'm not bothered by not getting the spot.