prompt 2

i have spent a lot of time reflecting on my brief tenure as smjhl commissioner. i definitely fucked up a few things. i think mcp was a good candidate during vancouver gm selection but still am haunted by not giving other internal candidates enough of a chance. i think i have become better for my time and my mistakes, but taking commissionership fully ruined my relationship with the site. i came back over covid to give myself a fleeting escape from the hellscape around me and, as time has advanced and my social life has been renewed, i find that all the things i hated about the site are still as toxic and stupid as they always were. i find myself here by obligation to the few people on the site i consider legitimate friends and the promises i made to them, but in the meantime i am counting down every single day separating me from finally quitting this game.