Oh Christ. I don’t know if I’m on this list or not but I will say this.

Six years is a long time. My behavior then would probably get me permabanned now.

I was drunk virtually all the time. This is not an excuse for any bad behavior but it is a fact. My behavior was literally ten times worse in real life and my drinking almost killed me. It cost me a job, friends, and almost my family. I am five years clean after two stints in rehab. I’m not patting myself on the back. I would just ask that people realize people actually can change. I’m all for this media and if I’m on the list, cool. I deserve to be. But I am not that person anymore and I can barely recognize that person.

Thanks and take care.

Leoben/(formerly Marc Bradford)