I want to give a shout out to @st4rface for his turnaround and growth as a person on this site. In early May, st4rface was suspended and later made a genuine apology. In my limited interactions with him on the site since then, it has been nothing but good. I don't share a locker room with him, so i cant speak to that. 

In contrast, it seems like when people are real shit-heels, they never change. They make apologies that are not apologies and 2 months later are back to their old fuckery. Hint hint.

But not so for st4rface, thus far. 

I know the SHL can be unforgiving sometimes. Ive seen a number of of folks deservedly under the wrath of the collective opinion of the members here. Older members I'm sure could fill a book with examples. And in that regard, it takes a big person and a strong will to endure that kind of thing and to continue to make efforts to be better. I think given your age it shows tremendous maturity as well. 

I also think, after a time, people begin to forgive if you give them the opportunity. 

And so, i want to encourage you to continue what I perceive to be turning a new leaf. And I want to encourage others who are real shitbirds to consider the same. And I want to encourage the league to reward good behavior when it arises. 

Cheers, good luck to you.