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Where do I start with this, I finally had the courage today to speak to my family (outside of Jamar/BenDover, my brother) to talk about these past couple of months. I have decided to update my writing style to a "Unfiltered but also Does not care about hate" style. I talked about how emotionally devastated I was after the passing of my dear friend Emi, and how I never felt the same since that fateful day. I also talked about how I use these leagues as a way to find a "normal" way of life. Anything that’s told to be a normal is a lie. Normality is unique to everyone, and that everyone has their own tastes and views. Nobody should be criticized for what they write, unless it’s deemed to be threatening. I finally had the courage to explain the true meaning of these leagues were to me, and I also came out about my bisexuality. Ignore the haters, and embrace your ways, that’s how we improve as a community and give a voice to those who are fearful to speak. I have been too hard to myself for these past few years, and I have learned that I need to be a voice for those who have autism like myself. I’m considering writing a book for kids about my experience with autism and the joy and struggles with it. I have been mentally better since I’ve told my family and now I feel more connected and happy than I have been in a long time. If anyone wishes to speak to me, let me know.
I’m glad to hear you’re finding your way and I hope that more and more you’ll find yourself surrounded by people that understand and cherish you as you are
— S 56 — LEMO PIHL — FORWARD — ANC/TEX/TOR/PHI — RETIRED (PEAK 2057) —
SHL Texas Renegades (S59-64) - Challenge Cup Champions S59 & S62
SMJHL Anchorage Armada (S55-58) - Four-Star Cup Champions S57
Team Finland - WJC Gold S57 & S58 - IIHF Gold S62, S64 & S66
Name: Lemo Pihl
Birthplace: Tallinn, Estonia
Height: 6’ 2”
Weight: 200 lbs
Signed by Anchorage Armada as UDFA in S55 (Thank you, Acsolap & Apricot!)
Drafted to SHL in S56 entry draft 29th overall by Texas Renegades
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CAREER STATS
SHL regular season - Texas Renegades:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S59: 66, 7, 26, 33, +39, 18, 138, 48, 27
S60: 66, 10, 27, 37, +23, 4, 142, 44, 43
S61*: 66, 19, 26, 45, +22, 2, 173, 26, 47
*1st Hat-trick: S61 game 39 - 3+1 in 9-3 W vs NEW
S62: 66, 19, 28, 47, +23, 17, 202, 35, 50
S63: 66, 26, 38, 64, +39, 19, 268, 80, 47
S64: 66, 30, 46, 76, +30, 16, 267, 116, 29
*Traded to Toronto prior to S65*
SHL regular season - Toronto North Stars
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S65: 66, 24, 46, 70, +8, 16, 193, 116, 36
S66: 66, 27, 44, 71, -4, 32, 204, 111, 34
*Signed as free agent with Philadelphia Forge prior to S67*
SHL regular season - Philadelphia Forge
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S67: 66, 33, 33, 66, +8, 34, 224, 165, 30
S68: 66, 20, 44, 64, +12, 39, 226, 152, 23
SHL playoffs - Texas Renegades:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S59**: 16, 4, 4, 8, +12, 0, 27, 17, 9
** S59 Challenge Cup Champion **
S60: 9, 1, 2, 3, 0, 14, 31, 6, 4
S61: 19, 3, 9, 12, +6, 2, 39, 22, 19
S62**: 24, 3, 4, 7, +8, 2, 54, 19, 15
** S62 Challenge Cup Champion **
S63: 9, 2, 1, 3, -3, 2, 43, 17, 9
S64: 13, 9, 6, 15, +2, 4, 71, 22, 13
SHL playoffs - Toronto North Stars:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S65: 6, 4, 1, 5, -3, 0, 22, 8, 3
S66: 10, 4, 4, 8, -4, 4, 45, 16, 2
SHL playoffs - Philadelphia Forge:
GP / G / A / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S67: 7, 0, 4, 4, -3, 2, 22, 16, 1
S68: 5, 0, 3, 3, 0, 4, 12, 15, 2
SMJHL regular season - Anchorage Armada:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S55: 46, 1, 5, 6, -11, 4, 33, 41, 27
S56: 50, 7, 15, 22, +2, 6, 95, 56, 18
S57: 66, 11, 28, 39, +39, 14, 130, 89, 69
S58: 66, 14, 16, 30, +9, 8, 134, 83, 69
SMJHL playoffs - Anchorage Armada:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S55: 7, 0, 1, 1, -5, 2, 7, 6, 5
S56: 16, 1, 5, 6, +3, 0, 24, 17, 4
S57****: 16, 2, 6, 8, +6, 0, 27, 17, 16.
**** S57 Four-Star Cup Champion ****
S58: 21, 6, 8, 14, +6, 6, 42, 27, 24
WJC - Team Finland:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S56: 13, 4, 4, 8, +4, 6, 27, 19, 4
S57*: 15, 4, 8, 12, +9, 4, 28, 16, 11
S58*: 15, 3, 10, 14, +13, 4, 31, 19, 7
* S57 & 58 WJC Gold Medalist
IIHF - Team Finland:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S57: 12, 0, 0, 0, -5, 6, 10, 15, 9
S58: 12, 1, 1, 2, -4, 0, 17, 13, 7
S59: 12, 2, 2, 4, +1, 0, 8, 13, 1
S60: 13, 1, 1, 2, 0, 0, 16, 8, 3
S61: 14, 0, 2, 2, -1, 6, 5, 4, 7
S62*: 15, 0, 0, 0, -5, 2, 15, 6, 4
*S62 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S63: 13, 2, 2, 4, -2, 4, 27, 10, 3
S64*: 15, 0, 8, 8, -4, 0, 43, 19, 4
*S64 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S65: 13, 6, 7, 13, +7, 6, 47, 20, 8
S66*: 15, 9, 4, 13, +8, 4, 26, 22, 5
*S66 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S67: 15, 3, 9, 12, +3, 4, 49, 32, 7
S68: 15, 5, 5, 10, +2, 10, 20, 29, 13
S69 Challenge Cup Champion - Philadelphia Forge
S57 Four Star Cup Champion - Anchorage Armada
After 69 shots on net with still no SHL goals to show for it, even the opposition started to feel so sorry for Lemo, that they decided to help him out :D
- Bad pass by Jack Klompus, he gave it right to Lemo Pihl.
- Lemo Pihl rips it to the net...
- Lemo Pihl will find the empty net, that should do it!
TEX @ MAN, S59 game 31
<3
Jimmy Larkin-Conway | LW | Seattle Argonauts
=============Transactions==============
- Drafted 19th overall by Nevada (S59)
- Drafted 27th overall by Baltimore (S60)
- Traded to Winnipeg Aurora (S63)
- Traded to Toronto North Stars (S64)
- Re-signed with Toronto North Stars (S65)
- Re-signed with Toronto North Stars (S68,etc.)
- Signed with Seattle Argonauts (S76)
================Trophies================
- Aidan Richan Award (S65)
Kit Kirkstone | G | Retired
Charlie Schieck | D | Retired
Jeff Kirkstone | G | Retired | Former GM
One of the strongest people i have had the fortunate chance to meet. Life often decides to kick someone when they are down. It throws you people who pretend to care, it throws setbacks in careers, in schools, in massive events. But you don't give up. Nobody should.
I am also glad to see you feel you can be so open about all of this to the populace of this site. To this community.
I admire that type of courage and strength. I am glad to have called you a team mate these last few seasons and, hopefully, a friend.
Brooklyn Physt || LD/RD || Colorado Raptors
Height: 5'11" || Weight: 162lbs
Number: 7
Birthplace: New Orleans, US of A
August Von Hecht || G || Tampa Bay Barracuda
Height: 5'8" || Weight: 179lbs
Number: 89
Birthplace: Frankfurt, Germany
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SMJHL Season Career Statistics
S66: ANC GP: 62 W: 29 L: 25 OTL: 5 SO: 1 GAA: 3.30 SV%: .895%
S67: ANC GP: 58 W: 29 L: 20 OTL: 7 SO: 3 GAA: 2.86 SV%: .902%
S68: ANC GP: 56 W: 30 L: 21 OTL: 5 SO: 4 GAA: 3.02 SV%: .893%
S69: ANC GP: 33 W: 14 L: 14 OTL: 1 SO: 4 GAA: 2.97 SV%: .884%
TOT: ANC GP: 209 W: 102 L: 80 OTL: 18 SO: 12 GAA: 3.05 SV%: .895%
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SMJHL Playoff Career Statistics
S66: ANC GP: 6 W: 2 L: 3 OTL: 1 SO: 0 GAA: 2.85 SV%: 0.906%
S67: ANC GP: 5 W: 1 L: 2 OTL: 1 SO: 0 GAA: 4.36 SV%: .863%
S68: ANC GP: 10 W: 5 L: 3 OTL: 2 SO: 0 GAA: 2.77 SV%: .884%
S69: ANC GP: 8 W: 3. L: 3 OTL: 2 SO: 1 GAA: 3.79 SV%: .873%
TOT: ANC GP: 29 W: 11 L: 11 OTL: 6 SO: 1 GAA: 3.33 SV%: .882%
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SMJHL Hardware
S67 Cedric Robinson Trophy Nominee
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SHL Season Career Statistics
S70: TBB GP: 57 W: 13 L: 39 OTL: 1 SO: 0 GAA: 4.87 SV%: .885%
S71: TBB GP: 58 W: 17 L: 29 OTL: 6 SO: 1 GAA: 4.14 SV%: .900%
TOT: TBB GP: 115 W: 30 L: 68 OTL: 7 SO: 1 GAA: 4..50 SV%: .893%
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SHL Playoff Career Statistics
S70: TBB GP: 0 W:0 L: 0 OTL: 0 SO: 0 GAA: 0.00 SV%: .000%
S71: TBB GP: 5 W:1 L: 4 OTL: 0 SO: 1 GAA: 4.41 SV%: .899%
TOT: TBB GP: 5 W:1 L: 4 OTL: 0 SO: 1 GAA: 4.41 SV%: .899%
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SHL Hardware
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Ruslan "Sparkplug" Zaporozhets || LW || Toronto/Calgary
Height: 6'1" || Weight: 200lbs
Number: 18
Birthplace: Zaporizhzhya, Ukraine
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SMJHL Season Career Statistics
S50: STL GP: 50 G: 15 A: 12 PTS: 27 +/-: -9 PIM: 20 SH: 114 SH%: 13.16% Hits: 33 SB: 8 Fighting: 0-0-0
S51: STL GP: 50 G: 19 A: 21 PTS: 40 +/-: +1 PIM: 21 SH: 122 SH%: 15.57% Hits: 50 SB: 6 Fighting: 0-0-1
S52: STL GP: 50 G: 16 A: 30 PTS: 46 +/-: +11 PIM: 12 SH: 149 SH%: 10.47% Hits: 71 SB: 9 Fighting: 0-0-0
S53: STL GP: 50 G: 17 A: 25 PTS: 42 +/-: -10 PIM: 20 SH: 161 SH%: 10.56% Hits: 47 SB: 34 Fighting: 0-0-0
Tot: STL GP: 200 G: 67 A: 88 PTS: 155 +/-: -7 PIM: 73 SH: 546 SH%: 8.15% Hits: 201 SB: 57 Fighting: 0-0-1
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SMJHL Playoff Career Statistics
S50: STL GP: 13 G: 4 A: 3 PTS: 7 +/-: -1 PIM: 0 SH: 24 SH%: 16.67% Hits: 11 SB: 1 Fighting: 0-0-0
S51: STL GP: 12 G: 4 A: 6 PTS: 10 +/-: 7 PIM: 6 SH: 34 SH%: 11.76% Hits: 14 SB: 2 Fighting: 0-0-0
S52: STL GP: 17 G: 3 A: 5 PTS: 8 +/-: -3 PIM: 6 SH: 56 SH%: 5.36% Hits: 16 SB: 6 Fighting: 0-0-0
S53: STL GP: 14 G: 5 A: 3 PTS: 8 +/-: 0 PIM: 2 SH: 47 SH%: 10.64% Hits: 19 SB: 5 Fighting: 0-0-0
Tot: STL GP: 42 G: 16 A: 17 PTS: 33 +/-: 3 PIM: 14 SH: 161 SH%: 10.06% Hits: 60 SB: 14 Fighting: 0-0-0
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SHL Season Career Statistics
S54: TOR GP: 50 G: 16 A: 22 PTS: 38 +/-: -20 PIM: 28 SH: 109 SH%: 14.68% Hits: 111 SB: 56 Fighting: 0-0
S55: TOR GP: 50 G: 6 A: 15 PTS: 21 +/-: -41 PIM: 41 SH: 102 SH%: 05.88% Hits: 136 SB: 58 Fighting: 0-1
S56: TOR GP: 50 G: 15 A: 21 PTS: 36 +/-: -20 PIM: 24 SH: 121 SH%: 12.40% Hits: 115 SB: 40 Fighting: 0-0
S57: TOR GP: 66 G: 17 A: 31 PTS: 48 +/-: 5 PIM: 35 SH: 212 SH%: 8.02% Hits: 126 SB: 36 Fighting: 2-1
S58: TOR GP: 66 G: 37 A: 34 PTS: 71 +/-: 33 PIM: 20 SH: 216 SH%: 17.13% Hits: 159 SB: 40 Fighting: 0-0
S59: TOR GP: 66 G: 24 A: 39 PTS: 63 +/-: 14 PIM: 44 SH: 194 SH%: 12.40% Hits: 152 SB: 33 Fighting: 0-2
S60: TOR GP: 66 G: 22 A: 30 PTS: 52 +/-: 20 PIM: 48 SH: 179 SH%: 12.30% Hits: 274 SB: 17 Fighting: 0-0
S61: TOR GP: 66 G: 20 A: 22 PTS: 42 +/-: 11 PIM: 12 SH: 172 SH%: 11.60% Hits: 148 SB: 22 Fighting: 0-0
S62: TOR GP: 66 G: 16 A: 25 PTS: 41 +/-: 3 PIM: 38 SH: 165 SH%: 9.7% Hits: 182 SB: 28 Fighting: 0-0
S63: CGY/TOR GP: 65 G: 18 A: 21 PTS: 39 +/-: 7 PIM: 65 SH: 145 SH%: 12.40% Hits: 210 SB: 14 Fighting: 1-0
S64: TOR GP: 66 G: 18 A: 26 PTS: 44 +/-: -14 PIM: 22 SH: 139 SH%: 12.90% Hits: 183 SB: 64 Fighting: 0-0
S65: TOR GP: 66 G: 11 A: 19 PTS: 30 +/-: -29 PIM: 8 SH: 139 SH%: 7.90% Hits: 106 SB: 45 Fighting: 0-0
S66: TOR GP: 66 G: 17 A: 30 PTS: 47 +/-: 6 PIM: 16 SH: 170 SH%: 10.00% Hits: 85 SB: 78 Fighting: 0-0
Tot: TOR/CGY GP: 809 G: 237 A: 335 PTS: 572 +/-: -25 PIM: 401 SH: 2063 SH%: 11.49% Hits: 1987 SB: 531 Fighting: 3-4
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SHL Playoff Career Statistics
S54: TOR Did not qualify
S55: TOR Did not qualify
S56: TOR Did not qualify
S57: TOR Did not qualify
S58: TOR GP: 19 G: 4 A: 7 PTS: 11 +/-: 5 PIM: 2 SH: 49 SH%: 8.16% Hits: 51 SB: 5 Fighting: 0-0-0
S59: TOR Did not qualify
S60: TOR GP: 4 G: 1 A: 0 PTS: 1 +/-: -3 PIM: 0 SH: 3 SH%: 33.33% Hits: 12 SB: 0 Fighting: 0-0-0
S61: TOR GP: 5 G: 0 A: 3 PTS: 3 +/-: 3 PIM: 0 SH: 6 SH%: 0.00% Hits: 8 SB: 4 Fighting: 0-0-0
S62: TOR GP: 4 G: 0 A: 2 PTS: 2 +/-: -7 PIM: 0 SH: 7 SH%: 0.00% Hits: 12 SB: 1 Fighting: 0-0-0
S63: TOR GP: 5 G: 2 A: 1 PTS: 3 +/-: 1 PIM: 4 SH: 11 SH%: 18.2% Hits: 21 SB: 2 Fighting: 0-0-0
S64: TOR GP: 5 G: 2 A: 0 PTS: 2 +/-: -3 PIM: 0 SH: 8 SH%: 25.0% Hits: 10 SB: 6 Fighting: 0-0-0
S65: TOR GP: 6 G: 1 A: 5 PTS: 6 +/-: 4 PIM: 0 SH: 15 SH%: 6.07% Hits: 9 SB: 4 Fighting: 0-0
S66: TOR GP: 6 G: 1 A: 5 PTS: 6 +/-: 4 PIM: 0 SH: 15 SH%: 6.07% Hits: 9 SB: 4 Fighting: 0-0
Tot: TOR GP: 48 G: 10 A: 18 PTS: 28 +/-: E PIM: 6 SH: 99 SH%: 10.10% Hits: 123 SB: 22 Fighting: 0-0-0
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SHL Hardware
S54 Ryan Jesster Nominee
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SMJHL Hardware
NOTHING
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IIHF Awards/Medals
S53 Won Silver with Czechia
S54 Won Bronze with Czechia
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Richard "Big Dick" Physt || RD/LD || Alumni of Kel/Tor/Nola || Retired/CoGM of Toronto
Height: 6'1" || Weight: 202lbs ||
Number: 62
Birthplace: Regina, Saskatchewan, Canada
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SMJHL Season Career Statistics
S38 Kel GP:50, G:0, A:8 P:8, +/-:-1, PIMS:27, H:48, SB:32 fight rec: 0-0-1
S39 Kel GP:50, G:2, A:22, P:24, +/-10, PIMS:57, H:81, SB:39, fight rec: 0-0-1
S40 Kel GP:50, G:2, A:16, P:18, +/-14, PIMS:65, H:76, SB:48, fight rec: 0-0-5
SMJHL Season Career Totals: Teams: Kel GP:150, G:4, A:46, P:50, +/-:23, PIMS:149, H:205, SB:119, fight rec: 0-0-7
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SMJHL Playoff Career Statistics
S38 Kel GP:6, G:0, A:1 P:1, +/-:-0, PIMS:2, H:8, SB:7 fight rec: 0-0-0
S39 Kel GP:4, G:0, A:2, P:2, +/-0, PIMS:4, H:11, SB:1, fight rec: 0-0-0
S40 Kel GP:10, G:2, A:1, P:3, +/-3, PIMS:6, H:17, SB:14, fight rec: 0-0-0
SMJHL Playoff Career Totals: Teams: Kel GP:20, G:2, A:4, P:6, +/-:3, PIMS:12, H:36, SB:22, fight rec: 0-0-0
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SHL Season Career Statistics
S41 Tor GP:50, G:4, A:10, P:14, +/- -3, PIMS:120, H:83, SB:66, fight rec: 1-2-3
S42 Tor GP:50, G:2, A:14, P:16, +/- -9, PIMS:71, H:100, SB:82, fight rec: 1-0-2
S43 Tor GP:50, G:2, A:24, P:26, +/- 0, PIMS:44, H:109, SB:68, fight rec: 0-0-0
S44 Tor GP:50, G:6, A:10, P:16, +/- +10, PIMS:66, H:149, SB:76, fight rec: 1-0-1
S45 Tor GP:50, G:2, A:24, P:26, +/- +7, PIMS:44, H:123, SB:44, fight rec: 0-0-2
S46 Nola GP:50, G:4, A:28, P:32, +/- +27, PIMS:64, H:139, SB:54, fight rec: 1-0-1
S47 Nola GP:50, G:6, A:26, P:32, +/- +26, PIMS:67, H:119, SB:55, fight rec: 0-1-0
S48 Nola GP:50, G:6, A:29, P:35, +/- +14, PIMS:96, H:132, SB:62, fight rec: 1-1-1
S49 Nola GP:50, G:5, A:21, P:26, +/- -7, PIMS:59, H:101, SB:76, fight rec: 0-1-0
S50 Nola GP:50, G:4, A:29, P:33, +/- 14, PIMS:48, H:115, SB:74, fight rec: 0-0-0
SHL Season Totals: Teams: Tor/Nola GP:500, G:41, A:215, P:256, +/- +79, PIMS:679, H:1170, SB:657, fight rec: 5-5-10
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SHL Playoff Career Statistics
S41 Tor Did Not Qualify
S42 Tor Did Not Qualify
S43 Tor Did Not Qualify
S44 Tor GP:7, G:2, A:2, P:4, +/- 0, PIMS:8, H:25, SB:14, fight rec: 0-0-0, Finish: Semi Finals
S45 Tor GP:5, G:0, A:3, P:3, +/- 0, PIMS:6, H:16, SB:9, fight rec: 0-0-0, Finish: Semi Finals
S46 Nola GP:20, G:1, A:5, P:6, +/- -8, PIMS:32, H:55, SB:25, fight rec: 0-0-2, Finish: Cup Finals
S47 Nola GP:7, G:0, A:3, P:3, +/- 0, PIMS:15, H:20, SB:5, fight rec: 0-1-0, Finish: Semi Finals
S48 Nola GP:13, G:2, A:2, P:4, +/- 0, PIMS:30, H:29, SB:21, fight rec: 1-1-0, Finish: Conference Finals
S49 Nola GP:11, G:1, A:4, P:5, +/- -1, PIMS:8, H:19, SB:17, fight rec: 0-0-0, Finish: Conference Finals
SHL Playoff Totals: Teams: Tor/Nola GP:63, G:6, A:19, P:25, +/- -9, PIMS:99, H:164, SB:91, fight rec: 1-2-2
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GM Season Statistics
S61: Tor W: 33, L: 29, OTL: 4, Cups:0
S62: Tor W: 32, L: 29, OTL: 5, Cups:0
Total: Tor W: 65, L: 58, OTL: 9, Cups:0
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SHL Hardware
Turd Ferguson Trophy (S41)
Mathias Chouinard Trophy (Western Conference Champions) (S46)
Bojo Biscuit Award (Best Defensive Defenseman) Nominee (S47)
Bojo Biscuit Award (Best Defensive Defenseman) Nominee (S50)
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SMJHL Hardware
4 Star Cup (S40)
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IIHF Awards/Medals
S43 Won Bronze with Austria
S45 Won Bronze with Austria
S47 Won Bronze with Austria
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06-27-2022, 03:36 PM ValorX77 Wrote: I talked about how emotionally devastated I was after the passing of my dear friend Emi, and how I never felt the same since that fateful day.
Yeah, I hear you. Loud and clear. I've gone through some extreme trauma myself, the kind that leaves you a shell of your former self. It makes you feel like you've been fundamentally changed as a person and there's a piece of you that's just gone. Sometimes I don't know if I'll ever get it back.
For me I think the healing started when I accepted the fact that it's okay to be broken. It wasn't easy mind you, and it took time as my ego didn't want to accept it, but after a lengthy wrestling match, I think I got there. That and self-compassion, like when you talked about not being hard on yourself. It sounds so simple, but for me at least, it was harder than a root canal. I've always been my own worst critic and I didn't realize how hard I was on myself. I'm glad you do, and I'm even happier these leagues mean so much to you. I'm delighted you've found that in your life!
So yeah, stay positive and only listen to the people who really matter. I hope you do write that book one day, as the struggles and joy of autism are well worth sharing. We need to hear those voices, and you could help so many, and the best part is - it kind of takes the sting out of all the pain 'cause it's no longer meaningless.
Be good to you!
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07-07-2022, 05:05 AM jumpSeat Wrote: 06-27-2022, 03:36 PM ValorX77 Wrote: I talked about how emotionally devastated I was after the passing of my dear friend Emi, and how I never felt the same since that fateful day.
Yeah, I hear you. Loud and clear. I've gone through some extreme trauma myself, the kind that leaves you a shell of your former self. It makes you feel like you've been fundamentally changed as a person and there's a piece of you that's just gone. Sometimes I don't know if I'll ever get it back.
For me I think the healing started when I accepted the fact that it's okay to be broken. It wasn't easy mind you, and it took time as my ego didn't want to accept it, but after a lengthy wrestling match, I think I got there. That and self-compassion, like when you talked about not being hard on yourself. It sounds so simple, but for me at least, it was harder than a root canal. I've always been my own worst critic and I didn't realize how hard I was on myself. I'm glad you do, and I'm even happier these leagues mean so much to you. I'm delighted you've found that in your life!
So yeah, stay positive and only listen to the people who really matter. I hope you do write that book one day, as the struggles and joy of autism are well worth sharing. We need to hear those voices, and you could help so many, and the best part is - it kind of takes the sting out of all the pain 'cause it's no longer meaningless.
Be good to you! this is really well said! being vocal about it helps take away the shame and it’s good!
Anastasia Söderström | #35 Detroit Falcons/Calgary Dragons Prospect | G | 365 TPE
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 165 lbs
Birthplace: Sundsvall, Sweden
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Transaction History
S75: Drafted 15th overall by the Detroit Falcons
S75: Signed a 1-year, $2 million rookie contract with Detroit
S76: Drafted 44th overall by the Calgary Dragons
S76: Signed a 1-year, $3 million entry level contract with Calgary
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SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | DET | 54 | 29 | 19 | 4 | 2.68 | 0.910 | 5
Career | DET | 54 | 29 | 19 | 4 | 2.68 | 0.910 | 5
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SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | DET | 10 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4.51 | 0.858 | 0
Career | DET | 10 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4.51 | 0.858 | 0
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World Junior Championship Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | ICE | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2.41 | 0.906 | 1
Career | ICE | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2.41 | 0.906 | 1
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Awards, Nominations, and Honours
S75 SMJHL 1st Team All-Star
S75 SMJHL All-Defensive Team
S75 SMJHL All-Rookie Team
S75 Esa Anrikkanen Trophy (SMJHL Rookie of the Year)
S75 Ideen Fallah Trophy (SMJHL Committee MVP)
Sophie Bordeleau | #20 Calgary Dragons | C | 2039 TPE Peak
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 155 lbs
Birthplace: Trois-Rivieres, QC
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Transaction History
S63: Signed a $1 million DFA contract with the Nevada Battleborn
S64: Drafted 8th overall in the SMJHL Entry Draft by the Quebec City Citadelles
S64: Signed 1-year, $2 million rookie contract with Quebec City
S65: Drafted 8th overall in the SHL Entry Draft by the Edmonton Blizzard
S65: Signed a 1-year, $3 million entry level contract with Edmonton
S65: Traded to the San Francisco Pride; signed a 3-year, $7.5 million contract extension starting in S66
S68: Signed a 3-year, $13 million contract extension with San Francisco starting in S69
S71: Traded to the Calgary Dragons
S72: Signed a 5-year, $30 million contract extension with Calgary
~~~
SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S63 | Nevada BattleBorn | 10 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3
S64 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 19 | 40 | 59 | 23 | 26 | 95 | 51
S65 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 16 | 41 | 57 | 26 | 12 | 65 | 30
S66 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 32 | 39 | 71 | 7 | 24 | 89 | 18
S67 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 43 | 45 | 88 | 14 | 30 | 24 | 83
Career | Nevada/Quebec City | 274 | 114 | 166 | 280 | 70 | 96 | 276 | 185
~~~
SHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S68 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 12 | 29 | 41 | -24 | 40 | 64 | 24
S69 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 30 | 44 | 74 | -38 | 36 | 83 | 54
S70 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 30 | 49 | 79 | -16 | 66 | 91 | 57
S71 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 30 | 43 | 73 | -41 | 47 | 73 | 39
S72 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 27 | 48 | 75 | -25 | 48 | 69 | 75
S73 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 30 | 58 | 88 | -21 | 30 | 56 | 75
S74 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 38 | 55 | 93 | -32 | 40 | 76 | 49
Career | San Francisco/Calgary | 462 | 197 | 326 | 523 | -197 | 307 | 512 | 373
~~~
SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks]
S63 | Nevada BattleBorn | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -3 | 0 | 0 | 3
S64 | Quebec City Citadelles | 14 | 5 | 4 | 9 | -4 | 0 | 16 | 14
S65 | Quebec City Citadelles | 10 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 8
S66 | Quebec City Citadelles | 17 | 5 | 3 | 8 | -4 | 0 | 21 | 3
S67 | Quebec City Citadelles | 21 | 10 | 19 | 29 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 23
Career | Nevada/Quebec City | 68 | 20 | 33 | 53 | -3 | 4 | 50 | 51
~~~
SHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S68 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S69 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S70 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S71 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S72 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S73 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S74 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
~~~
IIHF Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S65 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 1 | 4 | -4 | 2 | 6 | 2
S66 | Latvia | 13 | 0 | 2 | 2 | -10 | 0 | 6 | 1
S67 | Latvia | 12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | -11 | 0 | 11 | 2
S68 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 6 | 9 | -2 | 8 | 12 | 8
S69 | Latvia | 13 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 12
S70 | Latvia | 15 | 8 | 10 | 18 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 16
S71 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 8 | 11 | -5 | 2 | 8 | 9
S72 | Latvia | 12 | 4 | 7 | 11 | -12 | 4 | 6 | 10
S73 | Latvia | 12 | 7 | 3 | 10 | -3 | 8 | 12 | 12
S74 | Latvia | 12 | 5 | 7 | 12 | -6 | 6 | 7 | 10
Career | Latvia | 125 | 39 | 48 | 87 | -50 | 44 | 86 | 82
~~~
World Junior Championship Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S64 | Team Canada | 15 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 13 | 6 | 13 | 7
S65 | Team World | 13 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 7
S66 | Team UCORCAL | 15 | 9 | 8 | 17 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 20
S67 | Team UCORCAL | 15 | 7 | 9 | 16 | 2 | 6 | 21 | 4
Career | Canada/World/UCORCAL | 43 | 12 | 21 | 33 | 9 | 48 | 34
~~~
Awards, Nominations, and Honours
S64 WJC Gold Medal (Canada)
S64 SMJHL All-Rookie Team
S64 Esa Anrikkanen Trophy (SMJHL Rookie of the Year)
S67 SMJHL 1st Team All-Star
S73 Jeff Dar Trophy (SHL Best Two-Way Player)
S66 DeMaricus Smyth Award (Best WJC Forward)
S66 Brady McIntyre Award (WJC MVP)
S68 Pride of the Pride Award (SFP Best User)
S69 Kelly Rivet Award (SFP Team MVP)
William Hartmann | #47 Edmonton Blizzard | RD | 2170 TPE Peak
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 196 lbs
Birthplace: Lugano, Switzerland
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Transaction History
S52: Drafted 7th overall by the Vancouver Whalers in the S52 SMJHL Entry Draft
S52: Signed 1-year, $3 million rookie contract with Vancouver
S53: Drafted 16th overall by the Edmonton Blizzard in the S53 SHL Entry Draft
S53: Signed 3-year, $8.5 million entry-level contract with Edmonton
S56: Signed 3-year, $9 million contract extension with Edmonton
S59: Signed 2-year, $10 million contract extension with Edmonton (team option on 2nd year)
S60: Voided option with Edmonton, then signed a 3-year, $12 million contract extension with Edmonton
S61: Converted to right defense
S63: Signed 3-year, $12 million extension with Edmonton
S63: Traded to the Toronto North Stars
~~~
SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 4 | 3 | 7 | -8 | 53 | 156
S53 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 13 | 14 | 27 | -17 | 20 | 72
S54 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 10 | 14 | 24 | -13 | 26 | 36
S55 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 19 | 22 | 41 | 4 | 32 | 40
Career | Vancouver Whalers | 200 | 46 | 53 | 99 | -34 | 131 | 304
~~~
SHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S56 | Edmonton Blizzard | 50 | 5 | 18 | 23 | 9 | 18 | 58
S57 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 19 | 26 | 45 | -5 | 30 | 116
S58 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 28 | 32 | 60 | 30 | 26 | 78
S59 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 19 | 32 | 51 | 1 | 18 | 90
S60 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 25 | 43 | 68 | 2 | 28 | 122
S61 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 8 | 26 | 34 | -9 | 20 | 98
S62 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 7 | 35 | 42 | -17 | 18 | 98
S63 | Edmonton Blizzard/Toronto North Stars | 66 | 12 | 30 | 42 | -2 | 13 | 83
Career | Edmonton Blizzard/Toronto North Stars | 512 | 123 | 242 | 367 | 9 | 171 | 643
~~~
SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Vancouver Whalers | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 22
S53: Did not qualify
S54: Did not qualify
S55 | Vancouver Whalers | 8 | 2 | 1 | 3 | -2 | 0 | 4
Career | Vancouver Whalers | 14 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 2
~~~
SHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S56 | Edmonton Blizzard | 19 | 2 | 5 | 7 | -1 | 4 | 27
S57 | Edmonton Blizzard | 7 | 3 | 0 | 3 | -2 | 0 | 19
S58 | Edmonton Blizzard | 12 | 4 | 7 | 11 | 7 | 4 | 19
S59 | Edmonton Blizzard | 10 | 1 | 5 | 6 | -9 | 0 | 14
S60 | Edmonton Blizzard | 10 | 1 | 3 | 4 | -3 | 2 | 18
S61 | Edmonton Blizzard | 14 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 28
S62 | Edmonton Blizzard | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6
S63 | Toronto North Stars | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9
Career | Edmonton Blizzard | 81 | 11 | 30 | 41 | -7 | 14 | 140
~~~
IIHF Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Switzerland | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -6 | 8 | 15
S53 | Switzerland | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | -7 | 2 | 12
S54 | Switzerland | 13 | 1 | 1 | 2 | -7 | 4 | 7
S55 | Switzerland | 12 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 14
S56 | Switzerland | 13 | 2 | 2 | 4 | -6 | 8 | 17
S57 | Switzerland | 12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5
S58 | Switzerland | 13 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 7
S59 | Switzerland | 14 | 2 | 8 | 10 | 9 | 6 | 8
S60 | Switzerland | 12 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 11
S61 | Switzerland | 13 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 8 | 18
S62 | Switzerland | 13 | 0 | 6 | 6 | -3 | 0 | 7
S63 | Switzerland | 15 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 22
Career | Switzerland | 153 | 16 | 37 | 53 | -7 | 58 | 143
~~~
WJC Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S51 | DACH | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -1 | 8 | 19
S52 | DACH | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 11
S53 | DACH | 13 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 13
S54 | DACH | 13 | 2 | 1 | 3 | -8 | 6 | 29
S55 | DACH | 13 | 1 | 4 | 5 | -1 | 2 | 15
Career | DACH | 74 | 4 | 8 | 12 | -1 | 24 | 87
~~~
Awards and Honours
S53: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S54: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S55: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S63: SHL East All-Star Team
S63: IIHF Silver Medal
19th all-time in peak TPE pre-regression changes
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Ellie Williams, Calgary Dragons Head GM
Movement
S71: Hired as Calgary Dragons Head GM
Season Records
S71: 20-43-3, missed playoffs
S72: 20-39-7, missed playoffs
S73: 22-41-3, missed playoffs
S74: 24-40-2, missed playoffs
S75: 25-39-2, missed playoffs
Awards, Honours and Records
Career Regular Season Record: 111-202-17
Career Playoff Record: 0-0
Kelvin Jensen, Retired Edmonton Blizzard Head GM
Movement
S53: Hired as Vancouver Whalers Co-GM
S57: Hired as Vancouver Whalers Head GM
S59: Hired as Edmonton Blizzard Co-Gm
S61: Hired as Edmonton Blizzard Head GM
~~~
Season Records
S53: 17-30-3, Missed Playoffs
S54: 11-37-2, Missed Playoffs
S55: 24-23-3, 4-0 vs. St. Louis Scarecrows, 0-4 vs. Carolina Kraken
S56: 39-11-0, 1st Round Bye, 4-0 vs. Kelowna Knights, 4-3 vs. Carolina Kraken, 4-2 vs. Newfoundland Berserkers
S57: 30-30-6, 4-1 vs. Nevada Battleborn, 4-0 vs. Detroit Falcons, 1-4 vs. Anaheim Outlaws
S58: 28-33-5, 4-2 vs. Carolina Kraken, 3-4 vs. Kelowna Knights
S59: 11-19-3 with VAN, 18-13-2 with EDM, 4-2 vs. Los Angeles Panthers, 0-4 vs. Hamilton Steelhawks
S60: 34-26-6, 4-2 vs. Los Angeles Panthers, 0-4 vs. Calgary Dragons
S61: 36-28-2, 4-1 vs. Seattle Argonauts, 4-1 vs. Calgary Dragons, 0-4 vs. Texas Renegades
S62: 24-37-5, 0-4 vs. Chicago Syndicate
S63: 21-37-8, 0-4 vs. Texas Renegades
S64: 28-34-4, 2-4 vs. Los Angeles Panthers
~~~
Awards, Honours and Records
Career SMJHL Regular Season Record: 160-193-22
Career SMJHL Playoff Record: 32-20
Career SHL Regular Season Record: 161-175-27
Career SHL Playoff Record: 18-30
S54: Fewest Wins in a Season in Vancouver Whalers History (11)
S56: Most Wins in a Season in Vancouver Whalers History (50-Game Era) (37)
S56 Laurifer Trophy (39-11-0, 78 Points)
S56 Linna-Landvik Cup (Western Finalist)
S56 Four Star Cup
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07-07-2022, 06:50 PM boom Wrote: this is really well said! being vocal about it helps take away the shame and it’s good!
Thank you for the kind words, and yes you're right, taking away the shame is so important. So many people are held captive by shame, it holds them in an unhealthy place where they're tormented by things from the past. If only we could learn to breakout and move forward.
All the best.