Damn, I'm sorry to hear that your experience ended up being so unpleasant... it's good to see that you are taking the necessary steps towards a healthier state of mind, I hope everything works out for you!

In regards to the discussion about Hamilton in here... In my opinion the problem isn't so much Hamilton winning too often, the problem is Hamilton forcing everyone into a test-simming and meta arms race that nobody enjoys and which burns everyone out, especially the GMs. This thread is a prime example of this as is the fact that we can't find enough people for a job anymore that used to be the most coveted in the league.