Option 1

Take it easy, and don't worry too much about anything, just enjoy it and keep working on you. That's really all there is to it. Just need to keep showing up everyday and make this whole experience 1% better for everyone as much as you can. Sure, other people might work harder some days, or might be a brighter influence in the room, or be a better player at times, but that doesn't have to be you. All you have to do is contribute what you can, and don't stress too much about anything that you can't. If you were supposed to be somewhere or do something, you probably would be, and if you weren't it's not a big deal. There is always next time. No reason to worry too much about anything or get worked up or burn bridges or push too hard and burn yourself out or something. Just keep going at your own pace, and be comfortable and happy with what happens. Just accept that you are you and you can only really do as much as you can, forcing more than that isn't going to help anyone in the long run.