02-02-2021, 06:35 PM(This post was last modified: 02-02-2021, 06:38 PM by Kachur.)
Regardless of what happened, and this is not to start anything back up.
I want to apologize to everyone in the SHL. I was overwhelmed and the treatments are kicking my butt. Regardless that's not an excuse for things I said to certain members.
To the members, I insulted in a fit of rage and frustration I am sorry, that's not who I normally am and I don't expect forgiveness I just want you to know I'm sorry.
The stuff I said was not cool and I'm man enough to admit when I fuck up...and I fucked up with how I handled things on my end.
02-03-2021, 11:39 AM(This post was last modified: 02-03-2021, 11:42 AM by GCool.)
Been there for sure. And I didn’t even have treatments. The mental toll taken when you realize you have, and are getting though, cancer is immense. It took me a few years after getting the all-clear to really be okay again and feel like I was in control of my own body and well-being.
If you need someone to talk through that sort of stuff, I’m here. I know I’m a stranger but I’ve been through this very difficult thing.
Best advice I can give is just stay in your bubble. Do the PTs/ACs/etc. if you really do want to play, but don’t pay any mind to the rest of the forum or goings on around here. Nobody is going to recognize the context of your tone because they aren’t expected to; you won’t get a free pass for lashing out until the damage has been done, for better or worse. Just sort of how it goes. I humbly admit I had forgotten that you were the same person as you were picking fights the other day. Sort of a misstep on my part, but it’s exactly my point. It was objectively a bad situation.
Now that I’ve been at peace for about a year and a half, I recognize my sensitivities more than I did before and can exercise the restraint to go do something else. I wish I had this advice back when I was trying to make this work in the S30’s.
02-03-2021, 11:39 AMGCool Wrote: Been there for sure. And I didn’t even have treatments. The mental toll taken when you realize you have, and are getting though, cancer is immense. It took me a few years after getting the all-clear to really be okay again and feel like I was in control of my own body and well-being.
If you need someone to talk through that sort of stuff, I’m here. I know I’m a stranger but I’ve been through this very difficult thing.
Best advice I can give is just stay in your bubble. Do the PTs/ACs/etc. if you really do want to play, but don’t pay any mind to the rest of the forum or goings on around here. Nobody is going to recognize the context of your tone because they aren’t expected to; you won’t get a free pass for lashing out until the damage has been done, for better or worse. Just sort of how it goes. I humbly admit I had forgotten that you were the same person as you were picking fights the other day. Sort of a misstep on my part, but it’s exactly my point. It was objectively a bad situation.
Now that I’ve been at peace for about a year and a half, I recognize my sensitivities more than I did before and can exercise the restraint to go do something else. I wish I had this advice back when I was trying to make this work in the S30’s.
I accept your apology. Stay strong. Fuck cancer.
I was not planning on crying today so thanks dick XD
yeah ill reach out. some days are better then others haha. thank you
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