Brandon
Does anyone else here suffer from it? I've been suffering from it for about 2 years now, starting when my best friend died in a car accident, and I wanna know if anyone else here suffers from it as well. If so, how do you guys cope with it? Sometimes I hardly know how I can live through it every day, I hate always just feeling deeply sad and down when I wanna be happy. Right now there really isn't much in my life for me to complain about, yet i'm just faced with the same bullshit feeling every day.
RYAN RIELEY | LW | NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK | 546 TPE NAME: RYAN RIELEY NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 210 LBS NUMBER: 89 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S53 CAR: GP: 11, G: 2, A: 2, P: 4, +/-: -3, H: 16, CF: 34.9%, CF Rel: -5.1% S54 COL: GP: 50, G: 8, A: 5, P: 13, +/-: -10, H: 99, CF: 49.8%, CF Rel: -8.9% S55 QUE: GP: 50, G: 12, A: 7, P: 19, +/-: -17, H: 109, CF: 41.7%, CF Rel: +5.6% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 5, P: 6, +/-: +4, H: 29, CF: 50.6%, CF Rel: +8.9% S55 USA-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 0, P: 1, +/-: -3, H: 11, CF: 54.1%, CF Rel: -5.0% ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S53 CAR: GP: 4, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: E, H: 8, CF: 28.7%, CF Rel: -11.1% S54 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 1, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 11, CF: 43.5%, CF Rel: -7.2% S55 QUE: GP: 10, G: 2, A: 1, P: 3, +/-: -5, H: 20, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: +7.5% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 1, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 4, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: -9.4% ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S53: SIGNED DFA CONTRACT WITH THE CAROLINA KRAKEN S54: DRAFTED 34TH OVERALL BY THE COLORADO RAPTORS IN THE SMJHL DRAFT S54: LOANED FROM USA TO SWEDEN FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S55: DRAFTED 15TH OVERALL BY THE NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK IN THE SHL DRAFT S55: SIGNED A 1-YEAR, $3.0M ELC WITH NEW ENGLAND S55: DRAFTED 7TH OVERALL BY QUEBEC CITY IN THE SMJHL EXPANSION DRAFT S56: SIGNED A 2-YEAR, $6.0M EXTENSION WITH NEW ENGLAND NICO GRØSS | RW | RETIRED NAME: NICO GRØSS NATIONALITY: SWITZERLAND IIHF AFFILIATION: CZECHOSLOVAKIA HEIGHT: 6'0" WEIGHT: 198 LBS NUMBER: 8 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S37 COL: GP: 50, G: 11, A: 15, P: 26, +/-: -1, H: 93 S38 COL: GP: 50, G: 7, A: 25, P: 32, +/-: -5, H: 134 S39 COL: GP: 50, G: 2, A: 26, P: 28, +/-: +8, H: 85 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S40 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -14, H: 148 S41 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -13, H: 146 S42 BUF: GP: 0, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: E, H: 0 ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S38 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -2, H: 22 S39 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -4, H: 18 S40 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1, H: 23 ——————————————————————————————————— WJC CAREER STATS S38 EU-C: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: -6, H: 13 S39 EU-E: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 2, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S37 COL: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: +1, H: 15 S38 COL: N/A S39 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 3, P: 4, +/-: +1, H: 11 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S40 BUF: N/A S41 BUF: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 23 S42 BUF: TBD ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S38 CZE: N/A S39 CZE: N/A S40 CZE: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S37: DRAFTED 3RD OVERALL IN THE SMJHL DRAFT BY COLORADO S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.0M JUNIOR CONTRACT WITH COLORADO S38: DRAFTED 6TH OVERALL IN THE SHL DRAFT BY BUFFALO S38: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$5.0M ELC WITH BUFFALO S38: TRANSFERRED IIHF AFFILIATION TO CZECHOSLOVAKIA S38: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - CENTRAL FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - WEST FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$8.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO S41: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$12.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO CASEY HOLMES | G | RETIRED NAME: CASEY HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'3" WEIGHT: 185 LBS NUMBER: 30 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S28 STL: 42GP, 18W, 3.21GAA, .872SV%, 4SO S29 STL: 44GP, 26W, 2.70GAA, .890SV%, 2SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S30 BUF: 32GP, 10W, 3.43GAA, .894SV%, 1SO S31 BUF: 44GP, 15W, 2.95GAA, .904SV%, 3SO S32 BUF: 41GP, 17W, 2.87GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S33 BUF: 44GP, 21W, 2.85GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S34 BUF: 44GP, 16W, 3.29GAA, .902SV%, 2SO S35 BUF: 44GP, 18W, 2.69GAA, .909SV%, 3SO S36 BUF: 44GP, 27W, 2.81GAA, .908SV%, 2SO S37 BUF: 45GP, 23W, 2.86GAA, .909SV%, 3SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S34 USA: 10GP, 5W, 2.50GAA, .912SV%, 0SO S35 USA: 10GP, 7W, 3.30GAA, .881SV%, 0SO S36 USA: 10GP, 4W, 3.65GAA, .884SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S28 STL: 5GP, 1W, 3.54GAA, .864SV%, 0SO S29 STL: 16GP, 12W, 2.37GAA, .902SV%, 1SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S30 BUF: N/A S31 BUF: N/A S32 BUF: N/A S33 BUF: 5GP, 1W, 3.78GAA, .895SV%, 0SO S34 BUF: N/A S35 BUF: 3GP, 0W, 4.02GAA, .896SV%, 0SO S36 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.50GAA, .903SV%, 1SO S37 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.15GAA, .936SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S34 USA: 3GP, 3W, 1.33GAA, .946SV%, 2SO S35 USA: 1GP, 0W, 3.19GAA, .902SV%, 0SO S36 USA: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S29 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S29 JERMAINE TENNYSON AWARD (BEST SMJHL GOALTENDER) S34 IIHF GOLD MEDALIST (USA) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S28: SELECTED 3RD OVERALL (1ST ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S29: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE S29: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$1.000M ELC WITH BUF S30: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S33: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S34: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$2.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: RETIRED ADRIAN THOMAZ | C | RETIRED NAME: ADRIAN THOMAZ NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 220 LBS NUMBER: 15 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S19 STL: GP: 40, G: 7, A: 11, P: 18, +/-: +6 S20 STL: GP: 40, G: 11, A: 16, P: 27, +-: -6 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S21 LAP: GP: 52, G: 11, A: 31, P: 42, +/-: E, H: 11 S22 LAP: GP: 52, G: 18, A: 25, P: 43, +/-: +9, H: 30 S23 LAP: GP: 52, G: 13, A: 25, P: 38, +/-: +2, H: 10 S24 LAP: GP: 52, G: 9, A: 30, P: 39, +/-: +17, H: 41 S25 BUF: GP: 50, G: 14, A: 28, P: 42, +/-: -3, H: 65 S26 BUF: GP: 50, G: 15, A: 26, P: 41, +/-: -8, H: 132 S27 BUF: GP: 50, G: 20, A: 23, P: 43, +/-: +7, H: 213 S28 BUF/WKP: GP: 49, G: 15, A: 28, P: 43, +/-: -2, H: 99 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S19 STL: GP: 15, G: 1, A: 4, P: 5, +/-: +3 S20 STL: GP: 19, G: 6, A: 10, P: 16, +/-: +7 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S21 LAP: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1 S22 LAP: GP: 18, G: 4, A: 8, P: 12, +/-: +1 S23 LAP: GP: 7, G: 3, A: 2, P: 5, +/-: -1 S24 LAP: GP: 18, G: 8, A: 15, P: 23, +/-: +14 S25 BUF: N/A S26 BUF: N/A S27 BUF: N/A S28 WKP: GP: 14, G: 5, A: 3, P: 8, +/-: +3 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S20 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S21 POTOCZNY AWARD WINNER (LAP TEAM AWARD) S27 JEFF DAR TROPHY NOMINEE ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S19: SELECTED 24TH OVERALL (4TH ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S20: SELECTED 14TH OVERALL (2ND ROUND) BY LAP IN SHL DRAFT S20: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M ELC WITH LAP S21: NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN FOR LAP S22: SIGNED 6 YEAR/$26.000M EXTENSION WITH LAP S25: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE VIA EXPANSION S26: RESTRUCTURED CONTRACT TO 3 YEARS/$9.000M WITH BUF S28: TRADED FROM BUFFALO TO WEST KENDALL S28: RETIRED ANTERO SALMELAINEN | LW | RETIRED NAME: ANTERO SALMELAINEN NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'5" WEIGHT: 215 LBS NUMBER: 32 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS S7 VAN: GP: 37, G: 26, A: 25, P: 51 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S8-S19: GP: 600, G: 175, A: 204, P: 379 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS S7 VAN: GP: 7, G: 5, A: 9, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS STATS LOST ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S17 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (LAP) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S7: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY VANCOUVER IN NWJHL S7: NAMED CAPTAIN OF WHALERS S8: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY EDMONTON IN SHL S8: SIGNED 3-YEAR ELC WITH EDMONTON S8: TRADED FROM EDMONTON TO WEST KENDALL S11: SIGNED 5-YEAR, $15.000 M DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL S12: TRADED FROM WEST KENDALL TO TEXAS S12: TRADED FROM TEXAS TO CALGARY S15: TRADED FROM CALGARY TO LOS ANGELES S18: TRADED FROM LOS ANGELES TO NEW ENGLAND BRANDON HOLMES | RW | HALL OF FAME | STAMPEDE FOUNDER NAME: BRANDON HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'2" WEIGHT: 208 LBS NUMBER: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS PGF: GP: 20, G: 12, A: 10, P: 22 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS WKP: GP: 220, G: 82, A: 97, P: 179 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS PGF: GP: 10, G: 7, A: 7, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATISTICS WKP: GP: 45, G: 18, A: 20, P: 38 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S1 BRANDON HOLMES AWARD WINNER S1 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (PGF) S2 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION/(WKP) S3 ALL-STAR GAME MVP S3 MATHIAS CHOUINARD AWARD WINNER S4 IHF TOURNAMENT GOLD MEDALIST (USA) S5 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (WKP) INDUCTED INTO SHL HALL OF FAME ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: DRAFTED 4TH OVERALL BY WEST KENDALL IN THE S2 DRAFT SIGNED 3-YR/$7.5MIL DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN OF THE PLATOON FOR S3 SIGNED 3-YR/$6 MIL EXTENSION WITH WEST KENDALL
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Here everyday with the deadly mix of anixety, panic attacks and depersonalization.
idot
you might wanna talk to your doctor and get treated. it sounds like clinical depression to me
clinical depression /= depression
Brandon
Quote: Originally posted by Dion.SoDmG @Feb 27 2012, 11:40 PMHere everyday with the deadly mix of anixety, panic attacks and depersonalization.
I have some anxiety issues. I've been able to go get my license for about 8 months now but I haven't even attempted yet because i'm scared shitless of driving, on account of the car accident that killed my best friend. Honestly, driving just scares the piss out of me, i'm sure i'll get over the driving anxiety, but still, I get so nervous behind the wheel of a car.
RYAN RIELEY | LW | NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK | 546 TPE NAME: RYAN RIELEY NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 210 LBS NUMBER: 89 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S53 CAR: GP: 11, G: 2, A: 2, P: 4, +/-: -3, H: 16, CF: 34.9%, CF Rel: -5.1% S54 COL: GP: 50, G: 8, A: 5, P: 13, +/-: -10, H: 99, CF: 49.8%, CF Rel: -8.9% S55 QUE: GP: 50, G: 12, A: 7, P: 19, +/-: -17, H: 109, CF: 41.7%, CF Rel: +5.6% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 5, P: 6, +/-: +4, H: 29, CF: 50.6%, CF Rel: +8.9% S55 USA-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 0, P: 1, +/-: -3, H: 11, CF: 54.1%, CF Rel: -5.0% ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S53 CAR: GP: 4, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: E, H: 8, CF: 28.7%, CF Rel: -11.1% S54 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 1, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 11, CF: 43.5%, CF Rel: -7.2% S55 QUE: GP: 10, G: 2, A: 1, P: 3, +/-: -5, H: 20, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: +7.5% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 1, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 4, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: -9.4% ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S53: SIGNED DFA CONTRACT WITH THE CAROLINA KRAKEN S54: DRAFTED 34TH OVERALL BY THE COLORADO RAPTORS IN THE SMJHL DRAFT S54: LOANED FROM USA TO SWEDEN FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S55: DRAFTED 15TH OVERALL BY THE NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK IN THE SHL DRAFT S55: SIGNED A 1-YEAR, $3.0M ELC WITH NEW ENGLAND S55: DRAFTED 7TH OVERALL BY QUEBEC CITY IN THE SMJHL EXPANSION DRAFT S56: SIGNED A 2-YEAR, $6.0M EXTENSION WITH NEW ENGLAND NICO GRØSS | RW | RETIRED NAME: NICO GRØSS NATIONALITY: SWITZERLAND IIHF AFFILIATION: CZECHOSLOVAKIA HEIGHT: 6'0" WEIGHT: 198 LBS NUMBER: 8 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S37 COL: GP: 50, G: 11, A: 15, P: 26, +/-: -1, H: 93 S38 COL: GP: 50, G: 7, A: 25, P: 32, +/-: -5, H: 134 S39 COL: GP: 50, G: 2, A: 26, P: 28, +/-: +8, H: 85 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S40 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -14, H: 148 S41 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -13, H: 146 S42 BUF: GP: 0, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: E, H: 0 ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S38 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -2, H: 22 S39 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -4, H: 18 S40 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1, H: 23 ——————————————————————————————————— WJC CAREER STATS S38 EU-C: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: -6, H: 13 S39 EU-E: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 2, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S37 COL: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: +1, H: 15 S38 COL: N/A S39 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 3, P: 4, +/-: +1, H: 11 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S40 BUF: N/A S41 BUF: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 23 S42 BUF: TBD ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S38 CZE: N/A S39 CZE: N/A S40 CZE: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S37: DRAFTED 3RD OVERALL IN THE SMJHL DRAFT BY COLORADO S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.0M JUNIOR CONTRACT WITH COLORADO S38: DRAFTED 6TH OVERALL IN THE SHL DRAFT BY BUFFALO S38: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$5.0M ELC WITH BUFFALO S38: TRANSFERRED IIHF AFFILIATION TO CZECHOSLOVAKIA S38: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - CENTRAL FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - WEST FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$8.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO S41: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$12.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO CASEY HOLMES | G | RETIRED NAME: CASEY HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'3" WEIGHT: 185 LBS NUMBER: 30 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S28 STL: 42GP, 18W, 3.21GAA, .872SV%, 4SO S29 STL: 44GP, 26W, 2.70GAA, .890SV%, 2SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S30 BUF: 32GP, 10W, 3.43GAA, .894SV%, 1SO S31 BUF: 44GP, 15W, 2.95GAA, .904SV%, 3SO S32 BUF: 41GP, 17W, 2.87GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S33 BUF: 44GP, 21W, 2.85GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S34 BUF: 44GP, 16W, 3.29GAA, .902SV%, 2SO S35 BUF: 44GP, 18W, 2.69GAA, .909SV%, 3SO S36 BUF: 44GP, 27W, 2.81GAA, .908SV%, 2SO S37 BUF: 45GP, 23W, 2.86GAA, .909SV%, 3SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S34 USA: 10GP, 5W, 2.50GAA, .912SV%, 0SO S35 USA: 10GP, 7W, 3.30GAA, .881SV%, 0SO S36 USA: 10GP, 4W, 3.65GAA, .884SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S28 STL: 5GP, 1W, 3.54GAA, .864SV%, 0SO S29 STL: 16GP, 12W, 2.37GAA, .902SV%, 1SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S30 BUF: N/A S31 BUF: N/A S32 BUF: N/A S33 BUF: 5GP, 1W, 3.78GAA, .895SV%, 0SO S34 BUF: N/A S35 BUF: 3GP, 0W, 4.02GAA, .896SV%, 0SO S36 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.50GAA, .903SV%, 1SO S37 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.15GAA, .936SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S34 USA: 3GP, 3W, 1.33GAA, .946SV%, 2SO S35 USA: 1GP, 0W, 3.19GAA, .902SV%, 0SO S36 USA: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S29 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S29 JERMAINE TENNYSON AWARD (BEST SMJHL GOALTENDER) S34 IIHF GOLD MEDALIST (USA) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S28: SELECTED 3RD OVERALL (1ST ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S29: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE S29: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$1.000M ELC WITH BUF S30: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S33: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S34: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$2.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: RETIRED ADRIAN THOMAZ | C | RETIRED NAME: ADRIAN THOMAZ NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 220 LBS NUMBER: 15 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S19 STL: GP: 40, G: 7, A: 11, P: 18, +/-: +6 S20 STL: GP: 40, G: 11, A: 16, P: 27, +-: -6 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S21 LAP: GP: 52, G: 11, A: 31, P: 42, +/-: E, H: 11 S22 LAP: GP: 52, G: 18, A: 25, P: 43, +/-: +9, H: 30 S23 LAP: GP: 52, G: 13, A: 25, P: 38, +/-: +2, H: 10 S24 LAP: GP: 52, G: 9, A: 30, P: 39, +/-: +17, H: 41 S25 BUF: GP: 50, G: 14, A: 28, P: 42, +/-: -3, H: 65 S26 BUF: GP: 50, G: 15, A: 26, P: 41, +/-: -8, H: 132 S27 BUF: GP: 50, G: 20, A: 23, P: 43, +/-: +7, H: 213 S28 BUF/WKP: GP: 49, G: 15, A: 28, P: 43, +/-: -2, H: 99 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S19 STL: GP: 15, G: 1, A: 4, P: 5, +/-: +3 S20 STL: GP: 19, G: 6, A: 10, P: 16, +/-: +7 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S21 LAP: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1 S22 LAP: GP: 18, G: 4, A: 8, P: 12, +/-: +1 S23 LAP: GP: 7, G: 3, A: 2, P: 5, +/-: -1 S24 LAP: GP: 18, G: 8, A: 15, P: 23, +/-: +14 S25 BUF: N/A S26 BUF: N/A S27 BUF: N/A S28 WKP: GP: 14, G: 5, A: 3, P: 8, +/-: +3 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S20 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S21 POTOCZNY AWARD WINNER (LAP TEAM AWARD) S27 JEFF DAR TROPHY NOMINEE ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S19: SELECTED 24TH OVERALL (4TH ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S20: SELECTED 14TH OVERALL (2ND ROUND) BY LAP IN SHL DRAFT S20: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M ELC WITH LAP S21: NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN FOR LAP S22: SIGNED 6 YEAR/$26.000M EXTENSION WITH LAP S25: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE VIA EXPANSION S26: RESTRUCTURED CONTRACT TO 3 YEARS/$9.000M WITH BUF S28: TRADED FROM BUFFALO TO WEST KENDALL S28: RETIRED ANTERO SALMELAINEN | LW | RETIRED NAME: ANTERO SALMELAINEN NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'5" WEIGHT: 215 LBS NUMBER: 32 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS S7 VAN: GP: 37, G: 26, A: 25, P: 51 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S8-S19: GP: 600, G: 175, A: 204, P: 379 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS S7 VAN: GP: 7, G: 5, A: 9, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS STATS LOST ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S17 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (LAP) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S7: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY VANCOUVER IN NWJHL S7: NAMED CAPTAIN OF WHALERS S8: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY EDMONTON IN SHL S8: SIGNED 3-YEAR ELC WITH EDMONTON S8: TRADED FROM EDMONTON TO WEST KENDALL S11: SIGNED 5-YEAR, $15.000 M DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL S12: TRADED FROM WEST KENDALL TO TEXAS S12: TRADED FROM TEXAS TO CALGARY S15: TRADED FROM CALGARY TO LOS ANGELES S18: TRADED FROM LOS ANGELES TO NEW ENGLAND BRANDON HOLMES | RW | HALL OF FAME | STAMPEDE FOUNDER NAME: BRANDON HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'2" WEIGHT: 208 LBS NUMBER: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS PGF: GP: 20, G: 12, A: 10, P: 22 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS WKP: GP: 220, G: 82, A: 97, P: 179 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS PGF: GP: 10, G: 7, A: 7, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATISTICS WKP: GP: 45, G: 18, A: 20, P: 38 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S1 BRANDON HOLMES AWARD WINNER S1 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (PGF) S2 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION/(WKP) S3 ALL-STAR GAME MVP S3 MATHIAS CHOUINARD AWARD WINNER S4 IHF TOURNAMENT GOLD MEDALIST (USA) S5 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (WKP) INDUCTED INTO SHL HALL OF FAME ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: DRAFTED 4TH OVERALL BY WEST KENDALL IN THE S2 DRAFT SIGNED 3-YR/$7.5MIL DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN OF THE PLATOON FOR S3 SIGNED 3-YR/$6 MIL EXTENSION WITH WEST KENDALL
Dion
Same here took me about a year to get my license cause I was afraid something bad would happen and what others would think of me and just stupid thoughts I had. Didn't have any confindence in myself or what I was doing
idot
btw when i said you should get treated i didnt mean 2 sound like an asshole or be sarcastic. if you can't shake off that dread you really do need to go to the doctor. you don't wanna wait till the morning where you think enough is enough.
Brandon
Quote: Originally posted by idot @Feb 27 2012, 11:42 PMyou might wanna talk to your doctor and get treated. it sounds like clinical depression to me
I've wanted to get help for a while, but i've just never known how to tell my family. I've just been relying on the help of some good friends for a while now.
RYAN RIELEY | LW | NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK | 546 TPE NAME: RYAN RIELEY NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 210 LBS NUMBER: 89 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S53 CAR: GP: 11, G: 2, A: 2, P: 4, +/-: -3, H: 16, CF: 34.9%, CF Rel: -5.1% S54 COL: GP: 50, G: 8, A: 5, P: 13, +/-: -10, H: 99, CF: 49.8%, CF Rel: -8.9% S55 QUE: GP: 50, G: 12, A: 7, P: 19, +/-: -17, H: 109, CF: 41.7%, CF Rel: +5.6% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 5, P: 6, +/-: +4, H: 29, CF: 50.6%, CF Rel: +8.9% S55 USA-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 0, P: 1, +/-: -3, H: 11, CF: 54.1%, CF Rel: -5.0% ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S53 CAR: GP: 4, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: E, H: 8, CF: 28.7%, CF Rel: -11.1% S54 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 1, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 11, CF: 43.5%, CF Rel: -7.2% S55 QUE: GP: 10, G: 2, A: 1, P: 3, +/-: -5, H: 20, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: +7.5% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 1, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 4, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: -9.4% ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S53: SIGNED DFA CONTRACT WITH THE CAROLINA KRAKEN S54: DRAFTED 34TH OVERALL BY THE COLORADO RAPTORS IN THE SMJHL DRAFT S54: LOANED FROM USA TO SWEDEN FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S55: DRAFTED 15TH OVERALL BY THE NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK IN THE SHL DRAFT S55: SIGNED A 1-YEAR, $3.0M ELC WITH NEW ENGLAND S55: DRAFTED 7TH OVERALL BY QUEBEC CITY IN THE SMJHL EXPANSION DRAFT S56: SIGNED A 2-YEAR, $6.0M EXTENSION WITH NEW ENGLAND NICO GRØSS | RW | RETIRED NAME: NICO GRØSS NATIONALITY: SWITZERLAND IIHF AFFILIATION: CZECHOSLOVAKIA HEIGHT: 6'0" WEIGHT: 198 LBS NUMBER: 8 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S37 COL: GP: 50, G: 11, A: 15, P: 26, +/-: -1, H: 93 S38 COL: GP: 50, G: 7, A: 25, P: 32, +/-: -5, H: 134 S39 COL: GP: 50, G: 2, A: 26, P: 28, +/-: +8, H: 85 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S40 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -14, H: 148 S41 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -13, H: 146 S42 BUF: GP: 0, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: E, H: 0 ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S38 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -2, H: 22 S39 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -4, H: 18 S40 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1, H: 23 ——————————————————————————————————— WJC CAREER STATS S38 EU-C: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: -6, H: 13 S39 EU-E: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 2, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S37 COL: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: +1, H: 15 S38 COL: N/A S39 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 3, P: 4, +/-: +1, H: 11 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S40 BUF: N/A S41 BUF: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 23 S42 BUF: TBD ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S38 CZE: N/A S39 CZE: N/A S40 CZE: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S37: DRAFTED 3RD OVERALL IN THE SMJHL DRAFT BY COLORADO S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.0M JUNIOR CONTRACT WITH COLORADO S38: DRAFTED 6TH OVERALL IN THE SHL DRAFT BY BUFFALO S38: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$5.0M ELC WITH BUFFALO S38: TRANSFERRED IIHF AFFILIATION TO CZECHOSLOVAKIA S38: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - CENTRAL FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - WEST FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$8.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO S41: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$12.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO CASEY HOLMES | G | RETIRED NAME: CASEY HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'3" WEIGHT: 185 LBS NUMBER: 30 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S28 STL: 42GP, 18W, 3.21GAA, .872SV%, 4SO S29 STL: 44GP, 26W, 2.70GAA, .890SV%, 2SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S30 BUF: 32GP, 10W, 3.43GAA, .894SV%, 1SO S31 BUF: 44GP, 15W, 2.95GAA, .904SV%, 3SO S32 BUF: 41GP, 17W, 2.87GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S33 BUF: 44GP, 21W, 2.85GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S34 BUF: 44GP, 16W, 3.29GAA, .902SV%, 2SO S35 BUF: 44GP, 18W, 2.69GAA, .909SV%, 3SO S36 BUF: 44GP, 27W, 2.81GAA, .908SV%, 2SO S37 BUF: 45GP, 23W, 2.86GAA, .909SV%, 3SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S34 USA: 10GP, 5W, 2.50GAA, .912SV%, 0SO S35 USA: 10GP, 7W, 3.30GAA, .881SV%, 0SO S36 USA: 10GP, 4W, 3.65GAA, .884SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S28 STL: 5GP, 1W, 3.54GAA, .864SV%, 0SO S29 STL: 16GP, 12W, 2.37GAA, .902SV%, 1SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S30 BUF: N/A S31 BUF: N/A S32 BUF: N/A S33 BUF: 5GP, 1W, 3.78GAA, .895SV%, 0SO S34 BUF: N/A S35 BUF: 3GP, 0W, 4.02GAA, .896SV%, 0SO S36 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.50GAA, .903SV%, 1SO S37 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.15GAA, .936SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S34 USA: 3GP, 3W, 1.33GAA, .946SV%, 2SO S35 USA: 1GP, 0W, 3.19GAA, .902SV%, 0SO S36 USA: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S29 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S29 JERMAINE TENNYSON AWARD (BEST SMJHL GOALTENDER) S34 IIHF GOLD MEDALIST (USA) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S28: SELECTED 3RD OVERALL (1ST ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S29: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE S29: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$1.000M ELC WITH BUF S30: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S33: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S34: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$2.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: RETIRED ADRIAN THOMAZ | C | RETIRED NAME: ADRIAN THOMAZ NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 220 LBS NUMBER: 15 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S19 STL: GP: 40, G: 7, A: 11, P: 18, +/-: +6 S20 STL: GP: 40, G: 11, A: 16, P: 27, +-: -6 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S21 LAP: GP: 52, G: 11, A: 31, P: 42, +/-: E, H: 11 S22 LAP: GP: 52, G: 18, A: 25, P: 43, +/-: +9, H: 30 S23 LAP: GP: 52, G: 13, A: 25, P: 38, +/-: +2, H: 10 S24 LAP: GP: 52, G: 9, A: 30, P: 39, +/-: +17, H: 41 S25 BUF: GP: 50, G: 14, A: 28, P: 42, +/-: -3, H: 65 S26 BUF: GP: 50, G: 15, A: 26, P: 41, +/-: -8, H: 132 S27 BUF: GP: 50, G: 20, A: 23, P: 43, +/-: +7, H: 213 S28 BUF/WKP: GP: 49, G: 15, A: 28, P: 43, +/-: -2, H: 99 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S19 STL: GP: 15, G: 1, A: 4, P: 5, +/-: +3 S20 STL: GP: 19, G: 6, A: 10, P: 16, +/-: +7 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S21 LAP: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1 S22 LAP: GP: 18, G: 4, A: 8, P: 12, +/-: +1 S23 LAP: GP: 7, G: 3, A: 2, P: 5, +/-: -1 S24 LAP: GP: 18, G: 8, A: 15, P: 23, +/-: +14 S25 BUF: N/A S26 BUF: N/A S27 BUF: N/A S28 WKP: GP: 14, G: 5, A: 3, P: 8, +/-: +3 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S20 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S21 POTOCZNY AWARD WINNER (LAP TEAM AWARD) S27 JEFF DAR TROPHY NOMINEE ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S19: SELECTED 24TH OVERALL (4TH ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S20: SELECTED 14TH OVERALL (2ND ROUND) BY LAP IN SHL DRAFT S20: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M ELC WITH LAP S21: NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN FOR LAP S22: SIGNED 6 YEAR/$26.000M EXTENSION WITH LAP S25: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE VIA EXPANSION S26: RESTRUCTURED CONTRACT TO 3 YEARS/$9.000M WITH BUF S28: TRADED FROM BUFFALO TO WEST KENDALL S28: RETIRED ANTERO SALMELAINEN | LW | RETIRED NAME: ANTERO SALMELAINEN NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'5" WEIGHT: 215 LBS NUMBER: 32 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS S7 VAN: GP: 37, G: 26, A: 25, P: 51 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S8-S19: GP: 600, G: 175, A: 204, P: 379 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS S7 VAN: GP: 7, G: 5, A: 9, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS STATS LOST ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S17 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (LAP) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S7: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY VANCOUVER IN NWJHL S7: NAMED CAPTAIN OF WHALERS S8: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY EDMONTON IN SHL S8: SIGNED 3-YEAR ELC WITH EDMONTON S8: TRADED FROM EDMONTON TO WEST KENDALL S11: SIGNED 5-YEAR, $15.000 M DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL S12: TRADED FROM WEST KENDALL TO TEXAS S12: TRADED FROM TEXAS TO CALGARY S15: TRADED FROM CALGARY TO LOS ANGELES S18: TRADED FROM LOS ANGELES TO NEW ENGLAND BRANDON HOLMES | RW | HALL OF FAME | STAMPEDE FOUNDER NAME: BRANDON HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'2" WEIGHT: 208 LBS NUMBER: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS PGF: GP: 20, G: 12, A: 10, P: 22 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS WKP: GP: 220, G: 82, A: 97, P: 179 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS PGF: GP: 10, G: 7, A: 7, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATISTICS WKP: GP: 45, G: 18, A: 20, P: 38 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S1 BRANDON HOLMES AWARD WINNER S1 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (PGF) S2 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION/(WKP) S3 ALL-STAR GAME MVP S3 MATHIAS CHOUINARD AWARD WINNER S4 IHF TOURNAMENT GOLD MEDALIST (USA) S5 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (WKP) INDUCTED INTO SHL HALL OF FAME ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: DRAFTED 4TH OVERALL BY WEST KENDALL IN THE S2 DRAFT SIGNED 3-YR/$7.5MIL DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN OF THE PLATOON FOR S3 SIGNED 3-YR/$6 MIL EXTENSION WITH WEST KENDALL
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Reminds me of sunday's walking dead episode where she wanted to commit suicide.
I only ever get a little depressed when I start thinking about how quickly life is going and that when I die it's just all over, plus I may just die on any given day. Really don't want that to happen, terrifying.
Sometimes I wish I was born as just a different animal or someone with a really low IQ that could be complacent and happy with doing nothing and not knowing much.
idot
Quote: Originally posted by TACOLORDOFEVIL @Feb 27 2012, 08:54 PMReminds me of sunday's walking dead episode where she wanted to commit suicide.
ya y cant we b cats
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpl5mOAXNl4
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being a cat would be awesome
Brandon
Being a cat would be pretty chill, wouldn't have a care in the world.
RYAN RIELEY | LW | NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK | 546 TPE NAME: RYAN RIELEY NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 210 LBS NUMBER: 89 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S53 CAR: GP: 11, G: 2, A: 2, P: 4, +/-: -3, H: 16, CF: 34.9%, CF Rel: -5.1% S54 COL: GP: 50, G: 8, A: 5, P: 13, +/-: -10, H: 99, CF: 49.8%, CF Rel: -8.9% S55 QUE: GP: 50, G: 12, A: 7, P: 19, +/-: -17, H: 109, CF: 41.7%, CF Rel: +5.6% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 5, P: 6, +/-: +4, H: 29, CF: 50.6%, CF Rel: +8.9% S55 USA-JR: GP: 12, G: 1, A: 0, P: 1, +/-: -3, H: 11, CF: 54.1%, CF Rel: -5.0% ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S53 CAR: GP: 4, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: E, H: 8, CF: 28.7%, CF Rel: -11.1% S54 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 1, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 11, CF: 43.5%, CF Rel: -7.2% S55 QUE: GP: 10, G: 2, A: 1, P: 3, +/-: -5, H: 20, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: +7.5% ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S54 SWE-JR: GP: 1, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 4, CF: 42.9%, CF Rel: -9.4% ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S53: SIGNED DFA CONTRACT WITH THE CAROLINA KRAKEN S54: DRAFTED 34TH OVERALL BY THE COLORADO RAPTORS IN THE SMJHL DRAFT S54: LOANED FROM USA TO SWEDEN FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S55: DRAFTED 15TH OVERALL BY THE NEW ENGLAND WOLFPACK IN THE SHL DRAFT S55: SIGNED A 1-YEAR, $3.0M ELC WITH NEW ENGLAND S55: DRAFTED 7TH OVERALL BY QUEBEC CITY IN THE SMJHL EXPANSION DRAFT S56: SIGNED A 2-YEAR, $6.0M EXTENSION WITH NEW ENGLAND NICO GRØSS | RW | RETIRED NAME: NICO GRØSS NATIONALITY: SWITZERLAND IIHF AFFILIATION: CZECHOSLOVAKIA HEIGHT: 6'0" WEIGHT: 198 LBS NUMBER: 8 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S37 COL: GP: 50, G: 11, A: 15, P: 26, +/-: -1, H: 93 S38 COL: GP: 50, G: 7, A: 25, P: 32, +/-: -5, H: 134 S39 COL: GP: 50, G: 2, A: 26, P: 28, +/-: +8, H: 85 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S40 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -14, H: 148 S41 BUF: GP: 50, G: 1, A: 11, P: 12, +/-: -13, H: 146 S42 BUF: GP: 0, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: E, H: 0 ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S38 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -2, H: 22 S39 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 0, P: 0, +/-: -4, H: 18 S40 CZE: GP: 10, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1, H: 23 ——————————————————————————————————— WJC CAREER STATS S38 EU-C: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: -6, H: 13 S39 EU-E: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 2, P: 2, +/-: -1, H: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S37 COL: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: +1, H: 15 S38 COL: N/A S39 COL: GP: 5, G: 1, A: 3, P: 4, +/-: +1, H: 11 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S40 BUF: N/A S41 BUF: GP: 7, G: 0, A: 1, P: 1, +/-: +1, H: 23 S42 BUF: TBD ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S38 CZE: N/A S39 CZE: N/A S40 CZE: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S37: DRAFTED 3RD OVERALL IN THE SMJHL DRAFT BY COLORADO S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.0M JUNIOR CONTRACT WITH COLORADO S38: DRAFTED 6TH OVERALL IN THE SHL DRAFT BY BUFFALO S38: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$5.0M ELC WITH BUFFALO S38: TRANSFERRED IIHF AFFILIATION TO CZECHOSLOVAKIA S38: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - CENTRAL FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: NAMED TO TEAM EUROPE - WEST FOR THE WORLD JUNIORS S39: SIGNED 2 YEAR/$8.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO S41: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$12.0M EXTENSION WITH BUFFALO CASEY HOLMES | G | RETIRED NAME: CASEY HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'3" WEIGHT: 185 LBS NUMBER: 30 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S28 STL: 42GP, 18W, 3.21GAA, .872SV%, 4SO S29 STL: 44GP, 26W, 2.70GAA, .890SV%, 2SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S30 BUF: 32GP, 10W, 3.43GAA, .894SV%, 1SO S31 BUF: 44GP, 15W, 2.95GAA, .904SV%, 3SO S32 BUF: 41GP, 17W, 2.87GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S33 BUF: 44GP, 21W, 2.85GAA, .907SV%, 3SO S34 BUF: 44GP, 16W, 3.29GAA, .902SV%, 2SO S35 BUF: 44GP, 18W, 2.69GAA, .909SV%, 3SO S36 BUF: 44GP, 27W, 2.81GAA, .908SV%, 2SO S37 BUF: 45GP, 23W, 2.86GAA, .909SV%, 3SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF CAREER STATS S34 USA: 10GP, 5W, 2.50GAA, .912SV%, 0SO S35 USA: 10GP, 7W, 3.30GAA, .881SV%, 0SO S36 USA: 10GP, 4W, 3.65GAA, .884SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S28 STL: 5GP, 1W, 3.54GAA, .864SV%, 0SO S29 STL: 16GP, 12W, 2.37GAA, .902SV%, 1SO ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S30 BUF: N/A S31 BUF: N/A S32 BUF: N/A S33 BUF: 5GP, 1W, 3.78GAA, .895SV%, 0SO S34 BUF: N/A S35 BUF: 3GP, 0W, 4.02GAA, .896SV%, 0SO S36 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.50GAA, .903SV%, 1SO S37 BUF: 7GP, 3W, 2.15GAA, .936SV%, 0SO ——————————————————————————————————— IIHF MEDAL ROUND STATS S34 USA: 3GP, 3W, 1.33GAA, .946SV%, 2SO S35 USA: 1GP, 0W, 3.19GAA, .902SV%, 0SO S36 USA: N/A ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S29 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S29 JERMAINE TENNYSON AWARD (BEST SMJHL GOALTENDER) S34 IIHF GOLD MEDALIST (USA) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S28: SELECTED 3RD OVERALL (1ST ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S29: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE S29: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$1.000M ELC WITH BUF S30: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S33: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$3.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S34: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: SIGNED 1 YEAR/$2.000M EXTENSION WITH BUF S37: RETIRED ADRIAN THOMAZ | C | RETIRED NAME: ADRIAN THOMAZ NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'4" WEIGHT: 220 LBS NUMBER: 15 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL CAREER STATS S19 STL: GP: 40, G: 7, A: 11, P: 18, +/-: +6 S20 STL: GP: 40, G: 11, A: 16, P: 27, +-: -6 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S21 LAP: GP: 52, G: 11, A: 31, P: 42, +/-: E, H: 11 S22 LAP: GP: 52, G: 18, A: 25, P: 43, +/-: +9, H: 30 S23 LAP: GP: 52, G: 13, A: 25, P: 38, +/-: +2, H: 10 S24 LAP: GP: 52, G: 9, A: 30, P: 39, +/-: +17, H: 41 S25 BUF: GP: 50, G: 14, A: 28, P: 42, +/-: -3, H: 65 S26 BUF: GP: 50, G: 15, A: 26, P: 41, +/-: -8, H: 132 S27 BUF: GP: 50, G: 20, A: 23, P: 43, +/-: +7, H: 213 S28 BUF/WKP: GP: 49, G: 15, A: 28, P: 43, +/-: -2, H: 99 ——————————————————————————————————— SMJHL PLAYOFF STATS S19 STL: GP: 15, G: 1, A: 4, P: 5, +/-: +3 S20 STL: GP: 19, G: 6, A: 10, P: 16, +/-: +7 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS S21 LAP: GP: 5, G: 0, A: 3, P: 3, +/-: -1 S22 LAP: GP: 18, G: 4, A: 8, P: 12, +/-: +1 S23 LAP: GP: 7, G: 3, A: 2, P: 5, +/-: -1 S24 LAP: GP: 18, G: 8, A: 15, P: 23, +/-: +14 S25 BUF: N/A S26 BUF: N/A S27 BUF: N/A S28 WKP: GP: 14, G: 5, A: 3, P: 8, +/-: +3 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S20 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (STL) S21 POTOCZNY AWARD WINNER (LAP TEAM AWARD) S27 JEFF DAR TROPHY NOMINEE ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S19: SELECTED 24TH OVERALL (4TH ROUND) BY STL IN SMJHL DRAFT S20: SELECTED 14TH OVERALL (2ND ROUND) BY LAP IN SHL DRAFT S20: SIGNED 3 YEAR/$6.000M ELC WITH LAP S21: NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN FOR LAP S22: SIGNED 6 YEAR/$26.000M EXTENSION WITH LAP S25: JOINED THE BUFFALO STAMPEDE VIA EXPANSION S26: RESTRUCTURED CONTRACT TO 3 YEARS/$9.000M WITH BUF S28: TRADED FROM BUFFALO TO WEST KENDALL S28: RETIRED ANTERO SALMELAINEN | LW | RETIRED NAME: ANTERO SALMELAINEN NATIONALITY: FINLAND HEIGHT: 6'5" WEIGHT: 215 LBS NUMBER: 32 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS S7 VAN: GP: 37, G: 26, A: 25, P: 51 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS S8-S19: GP: 600, G: 175, A: 204, P: 379 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS S7 VAN: GP: 7, G: 5, A: 9, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATS STATS LOST ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S17 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (LAP) ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: S7: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY VANCOUVER IN NWJHL S7: NAMED CAPTAIN OF WHALERS S8: DRAFTED 1ST OVERALL BY EDMONTON IN SHL S8: SIGNED 3-YEAR ELC WITH EDMONTON S8: TRADED FROM EDMONTON TO WEST KENDALL S11: SIGNED 5-YEAR, $15.000 M DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL S12: TRADED FROM WEST KENDALL TO TEXAS S12: TRADED FROM TEXAS TO CALGARY S15: TRADED FROM CALGARY TO LOS ANGELES S18: TRADED FROM LOS ANGELES TO NEW ENGLAND BRANDON HOLMES | RW | HALL OF FAME | STAMPEDE FOUNDER NAME: BRANDON HOLMES NATIONALITY: USA HEIGHT: 6'2" WEIGHT: 208 LBS NUMBER: 17 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL CAREER STATS PGF: GP: 20, G: 12, A: 10, P: 22 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL CAREER STATS WKP: GP: 220, G: 82, A: 97, P: 179 ——————————————————————————————————— NWJHL PLAYOFF STATS PGF: GP: 10, G: 7, A: 7, P: 14 ——————————————————————————————————— SHL PLAYOFF STATISTICS WKP: GP: 45, G: 18, A: 20, P: 38 ——————————————————————————————————— AWARDS: S1 BRANDON HOLMES AWARD WINNER S1 FOUR STAR CUP CHAMPION (PGF) S2 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION/(WKP) S3 ALL-STAR GAME MVP S3 MATHIAS CHOUINARD AWARD WINNER S4 IHF TOURNAMENT GOLD MEDALIST (USA) S5 CHALLENGE CUP CHAMPION (WKP) INDUCTED INTO SHL HALL OF FAME ——————————————————————————————————— TRANSACTIONS: DRAFTED 4TH OVERALL BY WEST KENDALL IN THE S2 DRAFT SIGNED 3-YR/$7.5MIL DEAL WITH WEST KENDALL NAMED ALTERNATE CAPTAIN OF THE PLATOON FOR S3 SIGNED 3-YR/$6 MIL EXTENSION WITH WEST KENDALL
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I'm with Stevens. I feel slight depression somedays, but nothing big. I just realize that life is going too fast, and I've done fuck all with it thus far.
You need to tell someone/ go to a doctor. Many people suffer from it many dont say anything and it affects the quality of life as it has with you. Theres nothing wrong with being on medicine for it many people I know are.
Also you can try St. Johns wart supplement its said to help mild depression. Make sure to research anything you take though. St Johns wart does not have any side effects that I know of and can be gotten at any store without a prescription but check that as teenagers are a bit different when it comes to anti depression medication. I take it three times a day and it helps mellow me out a bit ( I am a very high stress high speed person). Costs about 20 bucks a bottle (big bottle)
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If u don't think/beleive u r depressed then u won't be
Funk of all the positives in ur life and enjoy them
Sorry to hear about ur friend tho :( but Wat is it that makes u depressed the.most?
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