Patya am today talking about what is like for being much good player of hockey and for team to be doing perform. When Patya team am leading by 1, Patya am feeling good. 1-goal lead good. 2-goal lead bad. Patya am learn this many times ago. When Patya am down by 1, Patya am good. Patya am know that team can score. Patya am for bringing offense! But, when Patya am tied, Patya feeling scared. Patya knowing tie game go either way. Patya know game can go for shootout. Patya am enjoy shootout, but is risky. Patya feel tense every time game is go for tie. Overtime many scaries. Patya am not for wanting to make mistake. Patya know mistake can be end of game. Patya know teammates know this too. Patya know bad man team know this. Nobody want for be blamed for loss. Shootout Patya know is scary. What if goalie am for having day that is bad? What if Patya am not for hitting net? Patya am asking many questions in head for this. This why Patya am thinking tie games most tensing.